Breathe me in ...

... so I can breathe you out ...

Special Delivery ...

Lost

... just a little. But enough to feel that scary emptiness inside of me. Emptiness caused by fear,crucial decisions and thoughtless moves ... Can we ever avoid hurting someone we really care about? Is there any way we can protect them from the crazy ways life works sometimes? Or is the rapid dance with world's forces the only way to get through everyday ... Sometimes we just need a hug. Or two. And someone to tell us, that everything will be ok. It always is, eventually...

Ne morem ...

... sedeti pri miru.

Ne morem poslušati svojega dihanja. Ne prenesem pogleda na nebo.

Ne morem sedeti pri miru ...

Ne morem se spoprijateljiti z rutino. Nočem postati kot Oni. Ne prenesem spominov ...

Ne morem sedeti pri miru.

Ne morem zapreti oči. Nočem vedeti vsega. Ne prenesem razdalje med ljudmi ...

Ne morem sedeti pri miru.

Grem.

~ Istanbul Paradise 2009 ~

Damn ...

... full moon. Keeping me sleepless again. Me being sleepless, means me thinking. Me thinking means troubles. Troubles come when I complicate. I complicate when I am scared. I am scared when I think I will get hurt. I am hurt when someone betrays me. People betray me when I least expect it. I least expect it when I am at the happiest. I am at the happiest when I love ... and ... I love all the time ...

Growing Up

... for all those of you wondering. Yes I still have a dog and yes he is growing up, yes he still is a little angel in devil's shoes and YES he still is absolutely adorable!

The Hardest Thing ...

I wanted this album from the day it came out and today I finally treated myself with it. Toše Proeski, angel with the most amazing voice was singing just for me today, giving me goosebumps all over, reminding me again how fragile our life is.

For all of you who ever had to let someone you love go, I am posting his song 'Hardest Thing' on my walls today ... It always makes me cry.

One thing is for sure, the best ones always leave this planet first. Don't waste any moments. Laugh today, share smiles, hugs and kisses like they are your last. I know I will.