nedelja, 30. november 2008

I Wish

Sometimes we are just trying too much, to make people believe, that we are fine ... I guess if we are telling ourselves that everything will be fine, eventually we start to believe it...

So, should I feel guilty if I have no more tears to cry and I just wish I wouldn't miss you anymore? I am only a very fragile human, that through years became an expert in this show called life. I want to believe, that one day I will wake up and you won't be the first thing that will cross my mind. I can't wait for the day, when I can let our love rest in peace... I hope I reach that before I get completely numb. Because then suddenly both of us would be zombies. At least I can still save myself. Sad. That is the word. Sad beyond control. Sometimes the dishes life serves us are just inedible ... I wish I could simply puke all of my emotions out and move on. This time for good.

9 komentarjev:

papalazarou pravi ...

Beautifully expressed M

evil nina pravi ...

:)

ana. pravi ...

i have to say that, unfortunately, i know how you feel.

storyteller pravi ...

Vsaka beseda je odveč, vem. Ušesa so gluha za besede tolažbe. Besede, ki opogumljajo oz. pogum se zdi preveč oddaljen cilj. Zato ti pošiljam le OBJEM v katerem se lahko zadržiš tako dolgo, kot ji volja.

storyteller pravi ...

* kot ti je volja.

papalazarou pravi ...

coincidences

Lilith pravi ...

*hugs + povabilo na kuhančka, ko bos rabla distrakcijo, al pa ko ti preprosto zapaše vinček

Callisto Satu pravi ...

Moro mou... you are the most amazing person. So strong and brave. I admire you everyday... you even make me feel guilty because I am not as strong as u are... I love you...

*

Marta L. pravi ...

I so agree with Jakob!! You are my idol of the most brave & beautiful gal!
Hang on, after this shit weather there will be such sunny & hot days we will have to hide in the shadows and drink coctails one minute after another!

Lov you!

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