Sometimes we are just trying too much, to make people believe, that we are fine ... I guess if we are telling ourselves that everything will be fine, eventually we start to believe it... So, should I feel guilty if I have no more tears to cry and I just wish I wouldn't miss you anymore? I am only a very fragile human, that through years became an expert in this show called life. I want to believe, that one day I will wake up and you won't be the first thing that will cross my mind. I can't wait for the day, when I can let our love rest in peace... I hope I reach that before I get completely numb. Because then suddenly both of us would be zombies. At least I can still save myself. Sad. That is the word. Sad beyond control. Sometimes the dishes life serves us are just inedible ... I wish I could simply puke all of my emotions out and move on. This time for good.
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Beautifully expressed M
:)
i have to say that, unfortunately, i know how you feel.
Vsaka beseda je odveč, vem. Ušesa so gluha za besede tolažbe. Besede, ki opogumljajo oz. pogum se zdi preveč oddaljen cilj. Zato ti pošiljam le OBJEM v katerem se lahko zadržiš tako dolgo, kot ji volja.
* kot ti je volja.
coincidences
*hugs + povabilo na kuhančka, ko bos rabla distrakcijo, al pa ko ti preprosto zapaše vinček
Moro mou... you are the most amazing person. So strong and brave. I admire you everyday... you even make me feel guilty because I am not as strong as u are... I love you...
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I so agree with Jakob!! You are my idol of the most brave & beautiful gal!
Hang on, after this shit weather there will be such sunny & hot days we will have to hide in the shadows and drink coctails one minute after another!
Lov you!
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